Second Sight

maybe i'm a little too young to call it "love" or to know abt love....
so "crush" sounds pretty fine for me,...for now..

It was my first day in new class...
I felt pretty dull back then.....
Went into class, sat down - nothing strange happened
Not only until....

The second day of the class....
During the essay reading session...
I met your eyes....
It made me catch my breath for a little while...

That weird feelings kept me up that night....
I kept thinking abt that...
I had never believed in those things like "first sight" or sth like that...
Until I met your eyes.....

The third day....
During the class, i met your eyes...again...
I had to hold my breath for a moment...
Then you smiled at me widely....
and i smiled back without me knowing...

For the next 3 days...
we met everyday in class....
we kept smiling at each other...
you've moved to the seat next to me for some reasons that I don't know...
I could sense sth in my heart....i don't klnow...

In the 7th night....
I thought hard about you and me....
"Should I ask you out?" "Can a girl possibly do that?"
And many thoughts kept running in my head...
But my friends kept tell my to go for it....

And then I texted you with a anxious heart...
"Hey, are you free in tmr night? Since it would be our last day in class. Do you mind going for a drink or sth with me?"
...I waited for your reply....
It was like forever....
But I guess it did pay
"Sure. Why not? That's a wonderful idea"

I was so glad...that i couldnt sleep that night...

In that date, we talked about so many things...about him, abt me, abt school...
I got to know you better...
But that night....after that night...we would never have the chance to sit in the same class again...
I blamed time for going to fast...
Not enough for me....

We've been kept in touch through skype
As time go by, i find the new me through you...
I find that you and I have so many common things...
even Chip told me that " May` va no noi chuyen toa`n đậu phọng" = silly
I guess she was right

Nowadays, its easy for me to fall into depression...
you and I....no much time left...
you and I will off to US....but different destinations....
PA and SC...Not to far but not easy to go....
So before you go to Hanoi...
I just wanna let you know that...


I like you!


It maybe does not enough for me and you...
but just know that i mean every words i write in this...
I like you so much that it pains me everytime i think abt the time we have...
but just suck it up and enjoy those time we have...ok?

Again,

I Like You, TA!

From Ikari to TA

With Love